Free

Read this quote today, ' Remember that every man you meet fears something, loves something and has lost something'. Suddenly life's dynamics are changing...or are they really? Feel a sense of peace today. Peace of acceptance, peace of confidence and peace of No guilt. I am FREE. And no human has released me of this bondage, God and His plans have.

So finally i have now tasted fear, love and losing. and i smile. For the past few years i used to feel very alone, away from friends, from family , noone to talk to; even though everyone was really physically close to me. I could just walk into my house and feel wanted but unable to really look around and talk to anyone. I could meet a whole lot of friends and share a lot of happenings but was unable to let them in, into the wallows of my very own concerns, fears, happiness or my life. And now finally i know exactly what i need. I dont feel alone anymore.

i dont seek comfort from people around me or love from people i hold close. I still do very dearly keep them close to my heart, but i dont need them to make me feel important. For a long time i was left with feeling of being important to one too many people, and i now i am free. I am free.

I dont want to be a part of some people's lives anymore. Becos i have finally found solace in the small world i live in, where there are people whom i love who love me, and even if they dont understand my heart's cries , they are still there to carry my life's little musings with me. Peace. :)