14 months

Last Few days left. A journey of 14 months finally ( and hopefully) coming to an end. I wonder how much i have grown from time immemorial. I think it was more of an everyday struggle within me. It was nobody, no entity, no place of work that was putting down the constraints i used to feel , the pressure i used to breathe or the fear that gripped me with every task i did wrong. And if i really have to analyse what it all meant, It meant ' growing up' . Its easy to grow to grow up mentally and emotionally from a child to an Adult person, But very subtle and fast from an Adult to an ADULT. Because The jump from yesterday to today is deep rooted in what is offered to us around us.
These months have taught me a lot of patience. Perserverance pays. Yes it does but only if you find out ways for you to be rewarded. If i persevere, i also perspire to any option, any outlet for my reason to persevere to gain form and actually happen.
These months have taught me to not reveal that i fear. Even if i do fear from the deepest depths of my heart, i must still act as brave as i can. More than half of my problems end if i only show some brevity.
These months have taught me to keep my side without any fault, sincerity generally helps you with that. When there isnt anything you have done wrong, dont take the blame and dont take work that you think people are pushing on you.
These months have given me the biggest gift ever. My Confidence. Restored and Grown. If i can withstand these trying times of people i dont relate to or i dont care about, i can withstand more than i think.
Goodbye.