wierd post

It rained today. There is something abt rains that makes me happy and something that makes me sad. I was really sad today. And for the most part i felt alone. i have a lot of 'FRIENDS' i can share my lows with. But i don't have the will to tell everyone of them or anyone of them how i feel. Sometimes you just wish there was someone who understood you completely. You didn't have to tell them what it is that you want or how it is that you would expect them to bring you out of that mood/sadness. Sometimes, someone must just , without telling you, do those things that you want them to do. Sometimes you just need a CONNECT. A person to sit down with and TALK with.

As i was whining(in my head) today, sitting with a friend who was very silent, it suddenly Rained. All of us hurried towards the sheds nearby. As the winds blew hard and forced me to get wet and cold, it just felt as though God had one thing to say to the damsel in despair, "chill, enjoy yourself, everything Will be alright."

i felt a little better. Im not still ok. i dont know if i will be.