I spoke to a 'once-upon-a-time' friend of mine yesterday. He said he feels anger for me. Maybe i did things which pissed him off. And yes, so did he. I was shocked, scared , angry and hurt. I never verbally abused him. He did. He never ignored me. I did. Somewhere, we both failed. Failed to realise that we were looking for different things in the wrong place.
Sometimes, you feel nothing but peace. I apologised to him yesterday. I had to do it from a long time. I dint apologise becos its all my fault. We both are at fault and is more at fault is a highly debabatble issue for many, but i've done my part. Forgiveness must be seeked before it is given to realise how valuable it can be. After that, it doesnt matter if he is still angry. Forgiveness is seeked and forgiveness is given....
Like he said,' The chapter is closed, i dont value those things anymore'.......i dont agree. You always value what you valued at a certain time. Becos if you dont now, then you never valued them ever.
(Some Peace and a smile)
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