Forgiveness- Seek and Give

I spoke to a 'once-upon-a-time' friend of mine yesterday. He said he feels anger for me. Maybe i did things which pissed him off. And yes, so did he. I was shocked, scared , angry and hurt. I never verbally abused him. He did. He never ignored me. I did. Somewhere, we both failed. Failed to realise that we were looking for different things in the wrong place.

Sometimes, you feel nothing but peace. I apologised to him yesterday. I had to do it from a long time. I dint apologise becos its all my fault. We both are at fault and is more at fault is a highly debabatble issue for many, but i've done my part. Forgiveness must be seeked before it is given to realise how valuable it can be. After that, it doesnt matter if he is still angry. Forgiveness is seeked and forgiveness is given....

Like he said,' The chapter is closed, i dont value those things anymore'.......i dont agree. You always value what you valued at a certain time. Becos if you dont now, then you never valued them ever.

(Some Peace and a smile)

Anxiety and Positivism

There is no recipe. Its work every morning and some rest in the evening. Its a struggle every passing day and every restless night. But its good.

There are so many roads to success. Today as i sat at the coffee shop listening to a friend talking abt his cousin on the verge of becoming a CA and then earning so much that i might not earn soon enough got me thinking. Another friend if mine was also listyening to this and was entered his own thinking phase. Somewhere if there was something called telepathy this is what i truly felt and i would communicate to him.

This is for you, 'Tom Cruise'

There are many stories. Stories of all successes are different. Some find an easier route. Some others choose a tougher one thinking it will be easy. Some just land up in a journey they dont know much about. In any of these circumstances just one thing remains. Just one moral. We HAVE to be ready to face a DIFFICULT time. Its not going to be easy. WHO ever believes that is doomed , from right now.

Secondly, I know its takin way too much time. I know we are not doing enough to be what we want to be. The one place where we are lacking today is 'TOO MUCH THINKING and very less DOING' . I think sometimes its best to STOP thinking and DO.
Most of our time goes into this....i know this advice coming from me is wierd considering i think so much myself. But i am just saying what i believe.

Lastly, If i dont believe in myself and in the fact that PERSEVERENCE, FAITH and INTEGRITY will get me where i want( may it then be in terms of the salary i earn or the work i do) Noone else wil believe in me. Noone.

I know i have chosen a difficult path. I am not a CA to earn a 50, 000 a month. But then again, i am not worth anything less either.