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Today was a Great day. A happy, insightful, thoughtful, introspective, lovely day. I have felt so many emotions today that i don't know what i must write about specifically.

I realize the importance of making choices knowing well their consequences. There are times when you make a choice, and you fully know that you wouldnt like the consequence in its entirety...you still wanna retain somethings that were....But u cannot and u shudnt expect to. Becos many a times, we want a little of everything but thats not possible. Its an all or none thing. And if you feel that any point in time you made the decision with your head , a decision that avoids any hurt, you must stick by it.

Of late im feeling jealous. Not that someone has better than i have, But becos i know that its my decsion that stops me from doing things which i wanna do and others dont think that way. They do what they want. I am not giving myself the freedom to feel that way...Hmm....no matter what , though, i wanna and i will deal with this feeling. Becos i cannot give myself that freedom, so i may as well change my attitude.

i have realized that the best way to be with anyone is to be close and yet not be close. Works big time!... at least u can avoid un-necessary trouble that way...