Changing ME

Feels like i have lost a part of me. The part that was the bestest part of me. There is something that defines everyone. And when that changes its bad enough. And When you know that something has changed, its worse.

Where is that confident, vibrant, energetic, positive, loving, assertive and full of life person gone? Why has some force, some person, some reason become so strong that it has tweaked what is within, transformed the good, the beautiful to something not exactly ugly, but into something so less deserving? There is happiness. But Somethings missing. Something internal, something that used to be a part of me or my principles has been blown away further at a distance.

Well, im not that worried though. Like they say, In life , There are just two ways you learn abt things. One is the shorter route; wherein you make the right decisions and everything goes exactly the way you wanted it or maybe it doesnt but the you dont really fall down that hard.
Second, you get really pushed down to the lowest lows and rise with the help of someone else's words, actions or strength. Either way, you have to go through what life has to offer. We dont really have an option to escape. Even if we do, its only going to worsen it.

So , i wil try to keep my inner soul just as it was. Pure and selfless .
3 new year commitments:
Self love
family
no weak substitutes for dealing with problems.

Im tired. want some good sleep.

random craziness

A fresh mug of coffee

silent smile

eyes full of hope

Laughter, mad laughter

Chicken tandoori

ghaati dance

2 states

paani poori

back pain

flying!!!

office ass^&*%es

happiness