Sweet memories i do not seek. Maybe its the fear that these memories will never come back again. Love in all its forms leads us to realize that we need this so much that we cant let go. Am trying to become the kind of person i really wanna become. Its difficult but great things are difficult to attain.
Am getting used to situations....and i dont think i should. It takes a lot of time and patience and pain to get used to things and one must not get out of that habit.
I sometimes feel very strong. I feel like that just as i cant stop tears flowing down my cheeks, there is someone , i think its God, holding me close and reassuring me that he is there....Today is Christmas....suddenly i remember many such christmases in the past when things were much happier than now...i love you guys...suddenly life has become a little complicated..its not tough but its just a little uncomfortable to live it the way it is.
I cant type anything further. Goodbye for now.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Saturday, December 6, 2008
listen to a song
Listen to the words that make my song...
there is something missing in the tune
maybe a light hearted humor and a great conversation
The night sky calls out to me
hold me and lets talk about how we could change the world
in the silence of the night and the chill of the winds
take me to a place from where i would never want to come back
a meaningful journey now taken.
lets run
lets race the pace of this fast moving world
and swwiissh across the boundaries
U understand, thats rare.
there is something missing in the tune
maybe a light hearted humor and a great conversation
The night sky calls out to me
hold me and lets talk about how we could change the world
in the silence of the night and the chill of the winds
take me to a place from where i would never want to come back
a meaningful journey now taken.
lets run
lets race the pace of this fast moving world
and swwiissh across the boundaries
U understand, thats rare.
Being 20 something
Read this somewhere....its so true!!!
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now?!
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.
....What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing andfind yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person!!!!
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.
We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
Being Twenty-Something
Must Read...They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now?!
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.
....What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing andfind yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person!!!!
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.
We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
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