They say death is not the end. Then why do we cry and weep when a person parts away?.... Maybe i know the answer. Its because we found what we searched for always in everything we did, in everyone we met, in all the places, at work, in college, at home..... We searched for genuine love..we searched for people to love us despite knowing us, despite the fact that we ourselves will not love a person who is like us... We searched for those who cherished us, for those who care....
People say that humans want 3 things from life: Food , Money and fame.
another thing, like Mother Teresa said: genuine love. And we get that from the person who has just left us behind. Now i realize how the frivolous word 'PAIN' feels like.... I can feel a deep void in my heart and as i swallow my fear and fear the pain i will feel every second that passes i shudder to think what power death has.
If anyone thinks death liberates , it liberates the dead person and his close people. It liberated them from fear, the greatest fear that anyone has ever known.....of losing ones you love or rather those who love you.
Inexplicable sadness, irreparable damage, Love still there..... Life's Mystique beauty...Death's powerful spell...
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
i Love me
Innocence is very difficult to find. People sometimes think its just being ignorant and stupid when people are innocent. Maybe , innocence is just so pure that very few understand it.
Deceiving people teach you to NOT TRUST anyone. To not give into feelings or be too close to anyone. To not let yourself be too honest with anyone. I wonder if escaping from hurt is a good option. It takes away a part of you that defines you. Makes you diplomatic, manipulative and mostly overly cautious.
You must be careful, u must be cautious no doubt. Just changing what you truly are doesn’t seem right. The world is a bad place, so I cant stay this good. WEIRD!
Paradise must be a place where everyone’s happy. I cant be happy with so many things in my head about how bad the world is, so how cautios I shud be. I will be careful but im this way and I don’t care if im hurt. Chances are I might just change the person’s intention to hurt me by being good to him. If I cant, That’s just the chance I have to take…
SMILING….im happy these days…LOTs of reasons…feel like a bird, like waves in the sea, like Me. Love the lightened roads and buildings during this diwali season. feel like breaking into a song as i walk the roads....and i suddenly start humming somethign...people staring....i smile....It confuses them....Life happening...
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Saturday, October 18, 2008
One moment
I have realised it doesnt take years to build or destroy. It takes just a moment.
It takes just a moment to let someone know that though you dont know what the future holds, It will be fine
It takes just a moment to assure a person that he can trust you and vice versa
It takes a moment to release yourself from all bonds, all attachments and be free
It takes just a moment to feel love
One moment to feel hatred and one moment to feel unwanted
One moment to make the biggest decision
One moment to break the years of security and comfort
Just One moment to remain
Just one moment to vanish
One moment to be.
It takes just a moment to let someone know that though you dont know what the future holds, It will be fine
It takes just a moment to assure a person that he can trust you and vice versa
It takes a moment to release yourself from all bonds, all attachments and be free
It takes just a moment to feel love
One moment to feel hatred and one moment to feel unwanted
One moment to make the biggest decision
One moment to break the years of security and comfort
Just One moment to remain
Just one moment to vanish
One moment to be.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
have you ever sung a song of happiness
and smiled at yourself at al stupidity
have you said, "who cares"
And fallen off a railing only to stop before you fall?
Have you ever wished you were wiser before
so you could have not been through shit
or wished you found people
who respected and valued your Love?
Have you always been searching without even realising
that a search never ends and what ends is greed
There will never be a limit to anything?
there will never be happiness?
Have you ever wondered why you changed from what you were
And that you were just escaping hurt
did you ever know, hurt is inescapable,
the only difference is with experience, u might just not show
Have you ever believed in something that did not hold true the last time u believed it was true?
have you given yourself another chance?
have you forgotten what blessings you have , in the pursuit of something better
Have you lost your sense of self
If you have, maybe something called LIFE is happening to you
And sometimes Shit must happen to keep you healthy
Its just your fearful mind
that stops you from reaching the skies...
and smiled at yourself at al stupidity
have you said, "who cares"
And fallen off a railing only to stop before you fall?
Have you ever wished you were wiser before
so you could have not been through shit
or wished you found people
who respected and valued your Love?
Have you always been searching without even realising
that a search never ends and what ends is greed
There will never be a limit to anything?
there will never be happiness?
Have you ever wondered why you changed from what you were
And that you were just escaping hurt
did you ever know, hurt is inescapable,
the only difference is with experience, u might just not show
Have you ever believed in something that did not hold true the last time u believed it was true?
have you given yourself another chance?
have you forgotten what blessings you have , in the pursuit of something better
Have you lost your sense of self
If you have, maybe something called LIFE is happening to you
And sometimes Shit must happen to keep you healthy
Its just your fearful mind
that stops you from reaching the skies...
Friday, October 10, 2008
Free
Leave the boundaries
And touch the darkness
believe the beyond
Someones waiting
A touch so insidious
A laugh so happy
i refuse
it waits
i send it away into more darkness
life is much more, i proclaim
I am free
Freedom is fragrant
I am free
a gift of freedom i give to myself
Nothing smells sweeter.
And touch the darkness
believe the beyond
Someones waiting
A touch so insidious
A laugh so happy
i refuse
it waits
i send it away into more darkness
life is much more, i proclaim
I am free
Freedom is fragrant
I am free
a gift of freedom i give to myself
Nothing smells sweeter.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Its All About Love baby
For all those days that you have taught me lessons, Thank you.
God's love is so wonderful(3)
there is a hymn like that , that we heard when we were in the first standard. As we stood aimlessly in the long assembly lines, pulling our ribbons and picking our noses, the meaning of this hymn was reduced to just a song that we sang at the start of each day and forgotten as soon as it got over.
Today, i think about Love. Love in its various forms. Romantic love, familial love, friendly love, student-teacher love, Just Love. Different forms lend diffeerent dimensions and different boundaries to each. And a word like love, is so frivolously used that i am ashamed to even try to define it or explain what i feel about this very much describable feeling someone called Love.
Familial love: Many say we have to love our families because everyone loves theirs. Maybe everyone always feels we are supposed to . That is not familial love. That is just a self imposition.
That is what many of us do or say or believe. My dad has done so much for me, i love him. My mom has done so much for me , so i love her. NO. You love her because you love her. You love your dad because you love him. There is No reason. There will never be one.
Romantic love: I see a lot of people around me in relationships. Some , i feel, will last really long. Some will not last. Others , no comments. Today a boyfriend/girlfriend is a more circumstantial result than a destined one. What makes you get into a relationship with someone? Ask yourself. Some say , because she understands me, i can talk to her, i can be myself.
Is it all about I , me , myself?
You love someone because you connect, Because you cant define why you would be willing to do everything for that person. Anything for that person. You love her/ him because you love her/him. There is No reason. There never will be one.
Love and its variants. Yet one emotion that seems inexplicable. One emotion that can be very easily explained. One feeling that is circumstantial in this world where without communication and being physically close , Love does not bloom. How can it not? Is Love a slave of proximity?
For most, maybe it is.
God's Love: Infinite, Forgiving, Unconditional, Universal.
God's love is so wonderful, i cant get enough of it..........music follows...
God's love is so wonderful(3)
there is a hymn like that , that we heard when we were in the first standard. As we stood aimlessly in the long assembly lines, pulling our ribbons and picking our noses, the meaning of this hymn was reduced to just a song that we sang at the start of each day and forgotten as soon as it got over.
Today, i think about Love. Love in its various forms. Romantic love, familial love, friendly love, student-teacher love, Just Love. Different forms lend diffeerent dimensions and different boundaries to each. And a word like love, is so frivolously used that i am ashamed to even try to define it or explain what i feel about this very much describable feeling someone called Love.
Familial love: Many say we have to love our families because everyone loves theirs. Maybe everyone always feels we are supposed to . That is not familial love. That is just a self imposition.
That is what many of us do or say or believe. My dad has done so much for me, i love him. My mom has done so much for me , so i love her. NO. You love her because you love her. You love your dad because you love him. There is No reason. There will never be one.
Romantic love: I see a lot of people around me in relationships. Some , i feel, will last really long. Some will not last. Others , no comments. Today a boyfriend/girlfriend is a more circumstantial result than a destined one. What makes you get into a relationship with someone? Ask yourself. Some say , because she understands me, i can talk to her, i can be myself.
Is it all about I , me , myself?
You love someone because you connect, Because you cant define why you would be willing to do everything for that person. Anything for that person. You love her/ him because you love her/him. There is No reason. There never will be one.
Love and its variants. Yet one emotion that seems inexplicable. One emotion that can be very easily explained. One feeling that is circumstantial in this world where without communication and being physically close , Love does not bloom. How can it not? Is Love a slave of proximity?
For most, maybe it is.
God's Love: Infinite, Forgiving, Unconditional, Universal.
God's love is so wonderful, i cant get enough of it..........music follows...
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